Father of Lies (feat. Ryan Nelson)

So cold So delusional That I thought I'd find warmth in the house of lies A man welcomed me in Telling me how he knows where I've been He said Put on this mask and hide your face Because no one really cares for you anyway They don't love you They're not thinking of you So now throw them out You'll always be alone I did what he asked of me Oh God What have I done Now I'm the fostered child of the father of lies Can you hear my cries I'm so evil inside Hate pierced my side I believed the lie That cost me my life They say You love yourself That you will love life They say if you love yourself Drop the knife I stuck my hand into my heart What did I find Nothing Nothing An empty slate A mirror staring back at me At me At me I have some questions for myself That need some answers The medication invites more pain The medication only makes me more insane Cause every time I get close to someone I push away with both hands Three years ago I took a look at myself And I did not like what I saw I'm so evil inside Hate pierced my side I believed the lie That cost me my life I have done everything To take back what I've done So take this life And slit its throat Slit its throat Take this life and slit its throat And slit its throat Take this life and slit its throat