Fetal

Can you hear me scream aloud I'm so fucking done There's no point in living this life Please kill me now I lost all my strength to fight Desperate pale face in bloom Laid down in doom The unrest churning in my chest What a mess that I have become My eyes wish to see the sun Im blacked out in deep sadness I'm lost Without a doubt I'll never be found Raging beneath the surface The vile mind emerges I fear the dreaded evil Tearing through my veins Taunting poison Polluting in my fucking brain Abandonment of heart Broken hands Trying hard to work out my faults This isn't getting anywhere So I give up In void of reason I thought I was healing Seems to be an illusion Of an escapist's delusion Experiencing is dead to me And I don't give a fuck What you have to say I don't choose to live this way In the night it creeps Seeping through in my dreams This terror unbelieved There's no choice I must remain of poise I'll be damned If I drown by the hands of an evil intent You will rue the day that you fucked with me The vain unmerciful Thy will be undone Join in fear of the looming dead below So far from home You'll rot in hell on your own While I mutilate all that you've sown