Upgrading

Look who's back? I'm upgrading in a bit Thinking back when I was just a little kid Making little songs in my room to a hundred subs Was thinking, will I ever make it big? Nowadays, I'm thinking of a coffin Closing up the lid Wishing my own death Started slipping from my mind often Getting told to "man up" and soften Starting wishing I was on my deathbed Starting hoping that my breaths dead Then I moved to a new place Made some new friends instead My thoughts were disappearing But then this whole lockdown trapped me in a case Locked up away from the human race Wanted to create some music but I was never motivated But now it's January and I'm contemplating my music 2019 songs were just a stupid skit Maybe I should upgrade it ('Cause it's wack?) But finally Upgrading I don't need to change my pitch to a song Or make a couple accounts to message me Imagine dropping a diss in another language Response comes out and he doesn't upload again (woo) Returns finished you DEAD really finished you Music's up on a crane (compared to yours) I've been progressing on my mental health I guess I need to build up on my strength Last couple months of school, I need to build up on my wealth I'm keeping relationships at an arm's length I made a song called HELP ME but I never got any help Looking back, I should've got the help I took a step back from doing music I need to prep Jack for it too quick Drop DEEP LIFE and then go have a rest But I guess I need to upgrade it