I Miss You.

Help me I feel so numb Oh, what have I become? Oh God I feel so numb Oh, what have I become? We split up Let me broken and apart They say follow your dreams They say follow your heart But which piece do I follow now? I feel so numb He wants to block me from my own mum Trying to block her out like everyone is to me But that's fine I guess It's kinda funny Seeing people around me saying they care Yet when it comes to events, they only sit and stare It's awfully clear It's like my mind looking through the window steering into a hedge Driving right off the road Wishing time went and slowed So I could think better and make sure I didn't mess up with you Wish we did better with our time Wish you could've helped, but I'm Still cracking under the constant worry of what broke us apart My heart's shattered into a million pieces So I guess I'll sit here and wait for your part Help me I feel so numb Oh, what have I become? Oh God I feel so numb Oh, what have I become? I'm thinking about you the more that time goes by Sometimes, wishing we said our goodbyes But it's fine, because I grew up Realised, how you fucked with my brain It's actually kinda sad, how you fucked me up Making me feel like I had to bleed To let go of the pain that you put on me I know the fact that you're still with him in glee But I know the fact that I'm still fucked up in the head I never wanted to admit it to others But our relationship was cracking And to be honest, I miss you, and I shouldn't Because you put me through the pain Making me think of all these bad thoughts in my brain Making me act explosively to anything that was said The broken friendship hit me like a train And I didn't want to admit the fact that it was falling into pieces And it broke me inside Help me I feel so numb Oh, what have I become? Oh God I feel so numb Oh, what have I become?