Joke or a Lie

What should I do? I am lost Tell me to leave The next time I'm in front of you I can't relate Chip on your shoulder How do you deal With that weight? My hands are getting tired Call it a joke or a lie Call it a joke or a lie Put your coat on Then believe me I tried Let us escape For a night Breathe the silence I am alone But I am alone In this room with you Call it a joke or a lie Call it a joke or a lie Put your coat on Then believe me I tried