Starless

If only you could watch me fall I cannot feel it anymore The soul you cut, the soul you adore Cannot feel you anymore 'Cause you've run through me with destructive force I think somehow I gotta get it straight I gotta get you out of me But I cannot get through to you See me, I'm down and I get deeper with every breath See me, I'm over the edge, farther with every step See me, I'm down and I get deeper with every breath Standing over the edge, I'm taking my last breath Oh, I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And how I feel like I'm starless I'm hopeless and grayed out Somehow I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And now I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to burn out I can transcend you and mentally bend you But I can't handle the shit that I'm into I have been blinded, I'm always reminded Of the things I've wanted but I never could find I am a part of a world that I hate I wish the end would come faster, my world's a disaster Can't you see that I'm down and I'm drowning? And I can't keep my head above my wake See me, I'm down and I get deeper with every breath See me, I'm over the edge, farther with every step See me, I'm down and I get deeper with every breath Standing over the edge, I'm taking my last breath Oh, I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And how I feel like I'm starless I'm hopeless and grayed out Somehow I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now And now I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to burn out I gotta get you out of my veins I gotta get you out of my blood I gotta get you out of my scene I gotta get you out of me What I'm really trying hard to get down to words Is the way I fit into this world Things I've survived pushed me to the darker side 'Cause if life as it was The life that was yours should've been mine But I never could take any more of this 'Cause I'm always gonna get, gonna get down to the floor It's a cold gun that I kiss 'Cause I cannot break anymore Somehow I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to fade now That's how I feel when I'm starless I'm hopeless and grayed out Somehow I feel like I'm starless I'm ready to burn out Oh, now I'm starless