Nosebleeds

I saw it all in a crystal ball The wings were wide, but in narrow halls Writing was always on the wall But I looked the other way A sinking feeling inside my bones A crowded room, but I'm all alone It's my address, but it's not my home So I looked the other way I'm up in the nosebleeds I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show) I'm feeling some déjà vu An old episode (An old episode) I'm up in the nosebleeds And down in the seats (Down in the seats) I see a thousand faces that look just like me Wonder what it might be like Just for one night I didn't care what they all think Wonder what it might be like Just for one night I didn't care what they all think I didn't care what they all think Just for one night I didn't care what they all think I was blind to the warning signs Spilling blood, you were drinking wine Conned to wait to the finish line Told me I was D.O.A All the wreckage inside my head A consequence of the words you said It's 2020 in retrospect So I turned the other way I'm up in the nosebleeds I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show) I'm feeling some déjà vu An old episode (An old episode) I'm up in the nosebleeds And down in the seats (Down in the seats) I see a thousand faces that look just like me Wonder what it might be like Just for one night I didn't care what they all think Wonder what it might be like Just for one night I didn't care what they all think Disembodied, trying to be somebody Thought that I was different, just a carbon copy Lost in the illusion if I'm winning or I'm losing Thought that I was different, that was a delusion Wonder what it might be like Just for one night, I didn't care what they all think Wonder what it might be like Just for one night I didn't care what they all think I'm up in the nosebleeds I'm watching the show (I'm watching the show) I'm feeling some déjà vu, an old episode (I didn't care what they all think) I'm up in the nosebleeds And down in the seats (Down in the seats) I see a thousand faces that look just like me