Lifeguard (feat. Victoria B)

They be like, Vicky why you actin' so different Last time I looked, no one checked for me You ain't hit my phone Too late for someone to care, it's been so long So long I shed too many tears I can't cry no more, can't even cry no more Lately I been fightin' demons, been on the deep end Like what's the reason, can't tell you but I'm bleeding All these open wounds that need healing Swear that life ain't fair, but I'm holding on Each day I lose my grip a little more It's the same old, never-ending cycle Feels like I can't catch a breath to breathe So much running through my head Suffocating I can barely breathe In my thoughts Jehovah help me please Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep I can hardly see my feet or speak Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long Somebody pull me out the water Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning I'm drowning Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning I'm drowning The price of fame ain't worth a thing I hope my Brodie hear this Covered in pain, I pray it change into the Holy Spirit God got a plan for me Healing all those wounds from the knife that's in the back of me This game causin' insanity You say you supportin' but never postin' that's just blasphemy Scared to spread the word, you scared to show the world this masterpiece Last night, I thought bout leavin' the game, but its just halftime Ain't tryna get caught in that wave, rather get baptized When you fake, you ain't consistent Watch your circle, pay attention, let them do them Don't tell em none, you'll see their real intentions Ego had me stuck inside a box, my pride was just a prison Stopped gettin' offended when corrected, cause I caused division Would've been ready for my blessings, I ain't get yet If I listened I was trippin', been steps ahead of these niggas I had vision I have faith, and that don't even make sense to a non believer Tried to make it out that water by myself, it pulled me deeper You was right, you ain't change, I did I sacrificed and changed the way I live You was right, you ain't change, I did Gave em a helpin' hand, he almost slit my wrist They say its love when they hate me on the low, look I don't wanna hear it See I been goin' through some things you can't understand With my soul and my spirit Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning, sinking, going deep I can hardly see my feet or speak Trying to breathe, but I can hold my breath for so long Somebody pull me out the water Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning I'm drowning Somebody call the lifeguard Cuz I'm drowning I'm drowning