Proud of You (feat. Al Zamora)

Haven't talked to you in so long You seem so chill your soul's so calm I know you're tryna make it with all those songs Will it be alright if it all goes wrong? Will you be alright? Please stay strong Please still pray you're a believer I know life ain't easy as a dreamer And it wasn't so long ago you had a heart of gold And now you got a strange demeanor And the hurt in the world ain't changing either You just wanna be the people's pain reliever Gotta hold on tight to the ones you love Hope your girl's alright I know you need her Why you always slept on souls been stepped on More than your oldest pair of sneakers And it just ain't fair Why it feel like the people just don't care Wanna fly to the whole other side of the world and Change your name and cut your hair Lookin up just stare at the sky As you hold back tears asking why In search of some sort of sign From a friend you ain't get to say goodbye to And there ain't no pill they can provide And there ain't no liquid over ice That can numb that pain you feel inside No choice but to move on with your life When you're just like them and say goodnight And one final bye Are you gone be satisfied? Did you make good use of your time? Well I just don't known I just don't know Made it this far Think about how you did it all you know Made it this far When you didn't think you were built at all Don't you think about forgetting all about me Cause I'm so damn proud of you Well I ain't felt whole in a while And I ain't felt home since a child Now we're all grown shit is wild Man it's been so long since I smiled And really felt it Where's that happy soul? You know the one who believed in his every move Yet I say I'll change another year pass And it seems like I never do And I'm a know it all but I never knew How tall the task of forgetting you would tower over me I pray God opens up Heaven to you for for a better view 7 8 9 10 11 noon I spent the whole morning here thinking bout Everyone I lost please stick around Cause you're not someone I can live without And my thoughts run about a minute mile My brother 21 did I let him down? All the time lost I mean did I miss my shot? All them years spent sitting round So I'm standing up and I'm sitting down And I'm standing up and I'm pacing Good thing will come if you will only wait Well how fucking long have I been waiting? I swear to God it's not a dream that I'm chasing It's more an innate feeling can't escape it My aura's the way it is I can't fake it I don't want to change nor be complacent My friends are all depressed and overly anxious And calling on me with the hope I can save em I wanna be selfless but I can't help it I know it'll only be me in the grave When Allah and the angels are calling my name And nothing but the rhythm and lyrics remain Will I have fought the hardest fight I can fight? Will I have given all that I could have gave? Will I have written everything I can write? Will I have said everything that I can say? Is everything really gone be okay? Is everything really gone be okay? I just don't know I just don't know Made it this far Think about how you did it all you know Made it this far When you didn't think you were built at all Don't you think about forgetting all about me Cause I'm so damn proud of you