Proud of Me

I'm afraid of love but I'ma try Must've fucked it up a hundred times Lost some family to suicide I nearly went and lost my mind If I want it then I'm chasing it I'm not leaving here with no regrets And I'm still stuck here dealing with your damage And somehow I can't understand it but I made em' proud of me Middle fingers up to those who doubted me Let em keep on talking they about to see Watch me make a million off a melody I know when they see me they be proud of me Middle fingers up to those who doubted me Looking down on em from the balcony Watch me make a million off a melody Watch me do some shit that they ain't never seen The way I'm working they can't get ahead of me Said I won't be shit but imma take that chance You better take that stance Tryna fuck up my plans This shit don't make no sense I need real people and real friends Life's too short to pretend Say what it is you really meant Y'all lame as fuck ya'll comic sans And I'm still stuck here dealing with your damage And somehow I can't understand it I made em' proud of me Middle fingers up to those who doubted me Let em keep on talking they about to see Watch me make a million off a melody I know when they see me they be proud of me Middle fingers up to those who doubted me Looking down on em from the balcony Watch me make a million off a melody One life One life One life Only one life One life One life