Fetish

I'm embarrassed Hide my face from every corner that I cherished I ignored you out of fairness As your fingers tapped the glass, I watched the earth shake Dodging laser pointed gazes from a perched place How grim is this? Shaky is the penmanship Skipped dinner, missed dessert I've been graded to my thinnest strips Won't grimace if it hurts It's Troxler's fading with the presence Look too hard, I disappear All this bitterness around me I been harvesting for years See I've been drinking, it's a Monday You don't wanna know the time I'm ignoring all the homies If I'm lying then I'm dying I'm like one step away from discontinued Discounted, understanding your decision If you wanted a discussion Lemme tell you what this isn't What you want from me? Tank full of stagnant water While you want me to be thankful To have a slaughter in the first place Tracing the fastest comet All you fuckers should be grateful You had to profit in the worst ways All of that said I'mma say it I've seen some shit that you wouldn't believe Was there a gun to your head or a knife to your throat I'm like, homie, you couldn't just leave? I've been up counting these scars on my psyche I'm thinking there isn't much room for another I'm done trynna cover for you I've got enough bruises to cover Face my window, keep on clicking I hear tap, tap, tap Collecting info, save my image All these tracks, tracks, tracks It's like I want it I don't want it But you think I want it I live inside your fantasies I live inside your wallet Frog to minnow I keep slipping in this sap, sap, sap I let my skin show Now you sifting through my scraps, scraps, scraps It's like I want it I don't want it But you think I want it I live inside your fantasies I live inside your wallet Give em a hand, they'll take your torso Misunderstand your stance, your source code I won't trust man I won't endorse one 'Til pigs fly like in Porco Rosso They will track you, they so resourceful They'll demand your remorse and more so The strength you have And then hoard each morsel Conduct wack but enforce yours cordial All the weight, all the way on me None on you (mmhmm) All the fade, all the name-calling How uncouth (mmhmm) Fall from grace, calling it fate If y'all want to (mmhmm) Heartless gaze harboring hate As thick as marmalade You've grown so cold with this shit Quick to judge Prone to dismiss Moving with reckless abandon Knowing I ain't posing a risk Never demanded your ear Grateful you gathered around I keep on letting you near But you keep on letting me Down Boundaries Hard to lay down boundaries When my current profession oftentimes depends on a highly detrimental Drought of these Balance seems simple enough in theory But in practice it always feels out of reach I don't wanna get too close ever again Reclaim what I can and get out for me (Yuh!) Face my window, keep on clicking I hear tap, tap, tap Collecting info, save my image All these tracks, tracks, tracks It's like I want it I don't want it But you think I want it I live inside your fantasies I live inside your wallet Frog to minnow I keep slipping in this sap, sap, sap I let my skin show Now you sifting through my scraps, scraps, scraps It's like I want it I don't want it But you think I want it I live inside your fantasies I live inside your wallet