The End Begins

It doesn't go quiet when I'm alone My heart still sings when my lungs explode My body tryna stop while my brain says go Uh oh Another minute toss and turning then I'll go for a drive A couple more hours going over my life What's the purpose? Am I worthless? Am I really alive? I don't know I don't know where the end begins I just can't find the seam This loop is going infinitely Tormented by a cruel disease It all feels So never-ending Please tell me the end's beginning No peace no quiet when I'm at home My ears still ringing as my world implodes Body saying yes while my brain says no Another minute toss and turning then I'll go for a ride I bottle up the tension that I keep inside What's the purpose? Is it worth it? Are we really alive? I don't know I don't know where the end begins I just can't find the seam This loop is going infinitely Tormented by a cruel disease It all feels So never-ending Please tell me the end's beginning Cracks are forming The sand's not pouring And I can't tell the night from morning Time is slipping Unforgiving The pendulum's corroding I'm one swing away from breaking down I just can't find the seam This loop is going (going, going, going) I just can't find the seam This loop is going infinitely Tormented by a cruel disease It all feels So never-ending Please tell me the end's beginning