Doppelganger

I remember the moment I was sitting alone Then reached behind my back and never was the same again For a minute I held it Then forever I wore it What started as a mask became a separate identity How did I end up in this situation? How did I get it all so wrong? I thought that I was chasing inspiration But all the inspiration's gone Covered up in a pile of Everything I abandoned Digging through the wreckage But not finding it anywhere I remember a moment You were sitting alone I watched you from afar to see if anything would change Like a method actor You ignore the director I'm both disgusted and amazed by all the parts you try to play Now every smile is an accusation And every tear a loaded gun I thought that you were chasing inspiration But now the inspirations's gone It's a face that resembles Somebody I remember Searching in the eyes But I'm not seeing you anywhere