State of Mind

For how much longer it takes To feel the cold burning flames Underneath this mask of pain A lost cause state of mind How should I say this I've been broke down by myself Left in the cold while I'm crying out for help But there ain't nobody coming Cause my life is worth of nothing I might be up to something Pick the knife and start the cuttings Death creepin' in my nightmare, it's everywhere As i go to sleep, layin' in bed, feeling despaired Eyes wide awake Cause my life's now at stake Drowning from the mental state So Maybe it is time for a break in my head Free from all this fleeting dream I'm wide awake but i cant escape Recklessly stucked in my own way Trapped inside these walls of maze Asphyxiating labyrinth The kingdom of card i needlessly built So who is whispering I'm losing vision I couldn't taste all the good of the food I've been eating Lost my senses My life's a mess and Everything is falling on my lap Scattered in my expenses I've been praying to God Knowing that he would be listening Wont be left here to rot Even though it's unforgiven A lost cause state of mind So i got a grip of myself And let go of this burden My inner strength emerging Time to heal to what's hurting Replaying the past i try to rewind The past is the past With time it will last Just leave out all the rest and then... Maybe it is time for a break in my head Free from all this fleeting dream I'm wide awake but i cant escape Recklessly stucked in my own way Trapped inside these walls of maze Asphyxiating labyrinth The kingdom of card i needlessly built Falling down to my knees Begging someone save me This eyes Bursting tears I'm falling I'm begging Somebody save my soul Down from the hell below Maybe it is time for a break in my head Free from all this fleeting dream I'm wide awake but i cant escape Recklessly stucked in my own way (In my own way) Trapped inside these walls of maze Recklessly stucked in my own way (Recklessly stucked in my own way) Trapped inside these walls of maze (These walls of maze is trapping me inside this labyrinth) Asphyxiating labyrinth The kingdom of card i needlessly built