First Place

Wouldn't know if it kept calling My melatonin isn't forming Was kinda hoping you wouldn't notice I had a moment Should I go if I get bored of being lonely? Are you lonely? There's a new me paying old fees in the front seat So I won't be anywhere for any other Count down from three and breathe, can you handle it? 'Cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels Coalescing all our favourite evenings I'm waiting on my dreams to come and get me 'Cause hell, it's been a ride Shoulda known it'd get boring In the hellscape, I was first place To the coffin in the garden, it was creaking So I won't be anywhere for any other Count down from three and breathe, can I handle it? 'Cause damned if I won't be digging in my heels Coalescing every other ending I'm waiting on my dreams to come and get me 'Cause hell, it's been a ride 'Cause damned if I can't be all that I would need It's a lesson, one I'm never learning Who have I been kidding? I'm dealing with it all alright I'm setting free (I'm setting free) I'm setting free, yeah (I'm free) (I'm) If it kept calling My melatonin isn't forming (I was kinda hoping) Was kinda hoping (damned if) You wouldn't notice I had a moment