Never Going Back

I'm not afraid to die I'm just afraid to leave this world with no reflection The way that I've moving inducing a slow progression It's hard to see the truth in your eyes with cold intentions I wish I had protection But I'm familiar with this feeling an old regression When I had turned 16 my soul depressed and I told myself to give it a year you might lifted in the end Or fuck it Keep it scripted and pretend The love that I had shown it was gifted as a friend Had a homie feeling grown but a misfit again The glow inside the room you had missed it in the lens I was envisioning shit like Sitting in a Benz But even then I never cared about possessions Remember thinking all I needed was connections No longer stressing my music reaching the masses A single soul in tune is a blessing that's truly lasting Forever thankful to Ido for understanding me Traveling across the country you treated me like I was family And it was nothing but love that I was handed You gone be a best man the way I planned it Two weeks abroad caused a change to my mentality Never was a foe but self hate what I was battling I chose this road as a way to keep my sanity I still believe that there's some good in our humanity I love my brothers as much it hurts to say We might never see eye to eye I'm peaceful up to this day I know forgiveness and love can overcome the hate I pray to God every night to keep the world safe Stay in the present don't focus on what you're not yet Look in the mirror and notice you're more than just an object And they gone feel you in the end Hatred in your heart will only kill you in the end