The Worst

All my friends they think I'm stupid Always raining on my own parade Finding problems in solutions Can't help myself from pushing you away If I had a glass it'd be half empty Never been the one to top it up The opposite of a romantic Can't help myself from messing it all up Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely I only ever let strangers hold me Be paranoid and I hate not knowing How the hell it's gonna end Cause what if you are the worst What if this could hurt Maybe I should self sabotage as for nothing Cut you off when I start feeling something What if you are the worst Wish I could separate my memories So they don't bleed into this thing we got I keep tainting good things with the ugly Can't help myself from messing it all up Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely I only ever let strangers hold me Be paranoid and I hate not knowing How the hell it's gonna end What if you're the best (sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely) Not a train wreck like the rest (I only ever let strangers hold me) Maybe I should just let all my feelings just sink in I know I should stop overthinking What if you are the worst Sometimes I drink so I don't feel lonely I only ever let strangers hold me Get paranoid and I hate not knowing How the hell it's gonna end What if you are the best Not a train wreck like the rest Maybe I should let all my feelings just sink in I know I should stop overthinking