Was It Ever Even Love?

I lost my shit when you came through Do anything to be wit you Crawl put of bed just to see you (But that's not what you wanted, did you) I picked the pieces off the floor Just so you'd walk out of the door Why dont you hurt my heart some more How many times will you say no I didn't know you were so sore But then you shattered up my core And to you was i just a bore Or was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? I had a falling out wit u You said you wished we would be through Last time we talked I'm cool I tried my best to be with you I tried my best to be with you I lost my shit, I kept it cool I couldn't help but see it through But now for that, my brain is full You caused me death, made me a fool I just wanted the best for you Now I fucking hate you I picked the pieces off the floor Just so you'd walk out of the door Why dont you hurt my heart some more How many times will you say no I didn't know you were so sore But then you shattered up my core And to you was i just a bore Or was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love? Was it ever even love?