Lost Vinyl

Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least No, it's not her fault It's just that the loss of her showed me a side of me I ain't never really seen Questioning my value, "am I worth anything?" "Do I matter just a little bit to the girl of my dreams?" I sound like a fucking loser for what? I keep hitting her up to see how she doin' She don't give a shit or a fuck And the more I live my life without her, the more bitter I grow It's morbid, no more bidding my hope, I gotta let this go She stuck in my vicious thought cycle I travel the world to replace her but every spot I go - My heart dies Long cries in the car ride home And every song I jot, the farther our ties go She is smart, wise, all of the above, I know The same good in me beyond pride that wants life evolved I - Saw inside of her star eyes What a god-like soul Now our connection is a lost vinyl - Rare Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least Matter fact, stay silent I don't wanna dance around my feelings Pretending I ain't hurt by the fact you got another man You sung me a lullaby and now I'm in a nightmare Feels like I'm speaking to a ghost Could've swore that you was right there I guess I wasn't worth the compromise I knew the breakup didn't make sense So that forces me to believe that this fills all the lines And I was just a fucking science experiment for your heart to try You took the potion and poured it up for you and some other guy I'm fucking exhausted, bro The shit you told me dead in my eyes that I was the man for you But a relationship is not your goal I gave you every chance to be truthful It was never toxic, no I swear I just wanted to understand to not be wandering cold And now I'm just another rapper bitching 'bout his ex And is forced to publicize it for a bigger pride and some cheques I hope she never hears this, man, it's just shit I gotta express So let it be a lost vinyl to minimize the regrets Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least Knock knock Who's there Can anybody hear me now? At least make a little sound At least