Homesick

My hands have gone numb I don't feel my lungs The air has turned corrupt (Free) I let myself outside that space again You had liars eyes the kind that tear you up within (See) Can I really believe it Pride takes hold on my self esteem then (Leaves) Out the door With the wind heaven sent I don't think I was wrong To leave behind my home But this is what I want What I really really want Cause everything I love Turns to empty trust This is what I want Now let me out my head again It's been so long Now let me out my head again It's been so long (so long) So how do I Let it die This time I'm always afraid of the other side But shouldn't worry about it child I don't think I was wrong To leave behind my home This is what I want What I really really want Cause everything I love Turns to empty trust This is what I want Let me in I wanna know Let me out I'm scared to go Let me in I wanna know Let me out I'm scared to go Let me in I wanna know Let me out I'm scared to go My hands have gone numb I don't feel my lungs I don't think I was wrong To leave behind my home But this is what I want