Godswill (feat. Sacred)

First things first it's God I serve Bound to heaven beyond this earth What's my will how do I feel? Debating to forgive or to kill Stoicism foreign tradition Fuck with who I love it will be your last decision Revenge is just side mission for unkind fishes In this pond of life fuck the bigger picture Yeah I know I ain't perfect nobody is Everybody living reckless straight sin And I know The Father isn't impressed Fly away from the nest, not trying my best To give praise, before the lion's Maine A utopia created from the flame Harsh beginnings turned fine living Uncle reminiscing thinking bout' the journey Before par now my life is like a birdie Thank The Lord for what he's done More to give more to come Foundation built on faith like churches I guess I'm really reading out these verses Pure loving holy discussion Even a lost man something Because nobody's ever truly nothing If you ain't who you want be then just be who you need That's the true way to find the purpose that you seek Even mountains gain a new (Wait) (Ay ay) I want these things that won't suffice Like cheese under metal catching mice Maybe I should take my own advice This whole verse a true reflection of my life In my current state I'm really dabbling with fate Shit I might be late Consequences piled on my plate Life feeling like a sideways 8 Cant see the end of these dates Still thank God for the day Thank God for the day he's made Thank him again for his goodness and his aid I know Jesus Know he rose from the dead Imma' be in God's arms When I lay my head Lately, the days be looking different Multiple things happening In every single instance She said it was coincidence Something with no significance Now it's always bickering Blaming on me it's sickening I'm lucky that I got God by my side If I ain't have God by my side I know I woulda died Just got an injection Let the word run though my veins Would I change for money and the fame Feeling like Jiraya in my heart got pain Stuck and I can't move like I'm feeling so lame Absence of evidence ain't evidence of absence People getting over their heads out here taking absinth Stuck in a genjitsu My mind held captive Can't lose focus now, now I gotta get tapped in They only thank God for seeing these Ms Like N'Golo But CAM everyday and God they don't follow Feeling like a monster how my heart so hollow Feeling like Shiloh how for so long I've been so low Don't know which way I'm gonna go Don't know what type I'm gonna flow Don't know If Imma' win against my foe Don't know If I can do this any more Don't know how I feel just say I'm cool Don't know If I can pay this debt that I owe Don't know if in this life I'm gonna grow Don't know I'll be real I don't even know