Pity Party

I wish I knew the ways I could get you off my mind It's so exhausting trynna hate you all the time Imma fill my cup and roll one up cause it's the only thing to get me high I had a taste of all the things we could've been But that was just empty words and broken promises I'd do anything to fade you out and finally wash your memory off my lips Yeah, I know, it's okay that I'm not okay Right now But before I let go of the pain Imma let me drown Tonight I'm gonna lay down in this hell Throw a pity party for myself I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah On and on, on and on Yeah, I just wanna slow dance in my room Cry until I get me over you I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah On and on, on and on Ain't nobody ever told me 'bout all the good in goodbye Or how much satisfaction that I'd get in leavin' you behind Though I took my time, I know that now I done right by me Oo-wee Yeah, I know it's okay that I'm not okay right now (know that I am not okay right now, yeah) But before I let go of the pain, Imma let me drown Tonight I'm gonna lay down in this hell Throw a pity party for myself I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah On and on, on and on Yeah, I just wanna slow dance in my room Cry until I get me over you I be goin' on and on, on and on, yeah On and on, on and on And in the mornin' I'll be good, good, good And in the mornin' I'll be good, good, good I just need a minute, a minute to myself I just need a miniute (or two, yeah) a minute to myself And I'll be good Good, good, good, yeah In the mornin' I'll be good I'll be good, so good