There's been a sighting in the tri-state area
Of a demon tapping trees, stay alert
I'm sick of staying up late and second-guessing myself
I start to wonder what it'd be like being somebody else
I'm nothing at all, brace for the fall
Feel the room caving in, panicking, suffocate from the walls, yeah
'Cause lately, I just feel like that
Matter of fact, can't remember when I felt intact
I'm running back, memories playing in dreams
I feel my youth slip away, break apart at the seams
One, two, three, four, five, tell 'em what's up
I might end my life, feeling fucked up
Five, four, three, two, one, life's so fun
I wake up, feel no emotion
Trapped inside my head, nowhere to run
Try to change, I'm back where I began
I'm ashamed of what I have become
I wake up, feel no emotion (feel no emotion)
Life ain't no motherfucking sitcom
I spent these years tryna help the ones I love
Just to end up getting spit on
I'm farming with a fit on
With my chickens, 12 hundred dollar jeans
Give a fuck if they get shit on
These artists ain't built like me
I spit a verse, make a rack, then go tap my trees
You write a word, post a story for your social needs
I ain't a fad, I got savings, that's longevity
One, two, three, four, five, tell 'em what's up
I might end my life, feeling fucked up
Five, four, three, two, one, life's so fun
I wake up, feel no emotion
Trapped inside my head, nowhere to run
Try to change, I'm back where I began
I'm ashamed of what I have become
I wake up, feel no emotion
(The cult of the reaper saved me)
