Rumspringa

Skinny jeans and a penchant for Playboy magazines in plastic sleeves As your last girlfriend lives on in your dreams Tell me more, like detailing how much you bought them for Borrow money from your mom, I think you could be the one No, you're a distraction from my self-destructive actions But give it some time, I think we could fake the passion I lost the manual that told me how to act My overactive imagination can't tell what's fiction or a fact Hole in my heart, yeah I feel it getting bigger Trying to pull my finger off the trigger And I can't help but be a little bitter So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Got a lot to say, not enough to start a riot I'm still stuck in autopilot Sick of life tasting so vanilla So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Say I'm funny, that's only 'cause I have to be Every second in your company, competing in a spelling bee You're in skinny jeans, know I couldn't be sober Give me half an hour before I tell you that it's over No, you're a distraction from my self-destructive actions But give it some time, I think we could fake the passion I lost the manual that told me how to act My overactive imagination can't tell what's fiction or a fact Hole in my heart, yeah I feel it getting bigger Trying to pull my finger off the trigger And I can't help but be a little bitter So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Got a lot to say, not enough to start a riot I'm still stuck in autopilot Sick of life tasting so vanilla So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh Oh, oh, oh I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa I can't help but think I'm missing out Funny by the back door, strung out on my self-doubt Now a part of me wishes that I never even left the house 'Cause when I get my hopes up I'm always let down Hole in my heart, yeah I feel it getting bigger Trying to pull my finger off the trigger And I can't help but be a little bitter So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Got a lot to say, not enough to start a riot I'm still stuck in autopilot Sick of life tasting so vanilla So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Hole in my heart, yeah I feel it getting bigger Trying to pull my finger off the trigger And I can't help but be a little bitter So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa Got a lot to say, not enough to start a riot I'm still stuck in autopilot Sick of life tasting so vanilla So I'm just gonna live like it's fucking Rumspringa