Happy

I'm not one of them I've never been But I'm so Happy on the outside Oh, I've been waiting Contemplating to change Everything about me But wait I can't be late Always been second place It's how I cope with what's killing me inside Am I enough? That question's tough When the voice in my head Screams enough is enough I'm not one of them I've never been But I'm always Happy on the outside Oh, it's so much fun Suckin' on my thumb 'Cause I'm just so fuckin' Happy on the outside I'm broken and bent I've always been But I'm just so fucking Happy on the outside Feelings are overrated Keep me sedated To take what's left of my sight away But wait I can't replace this stupid look on my face I need to tear out this hole in my head Out on the edge, I feel the dread And my voice screams get out of my head I'm not one of them I've never been But I'm always Happy on the outside Oh, it's so much fun Suckin' on my thumb 'Cause I'm just so fuckin' Happy on the outside I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I don't wanna be like one of you I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I don't wanna be like one of you I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I never wanna be anything even close to you I'm not one of them I've never been But I'm always Happy on the outside Oh, it's so much fun Suckin' on my thumb 'Cause I'm just so fuckin' Happy on the outside I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I don't wanna be like one of you I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I don't wanna be like one of you I don't wanna be so Don't care if you say so I don't wanna be like one of you