Breathe (feat. Rishin Dharap)

You've been waiting far too long for something to be said or done Picking up the pieces of a promise as you kill someone Never known the truth abused you think you only see the lies Living on the edge inside the barrel of a .45 Why can't I breathe again, why can't I breathe again? Just when I think I broke the chains something pulls me back Why can't it be the same, why can't I breathe again? Never thought the sound I'll hear the last is the blast of a gun Do you hear the silence that reminds us of the damage done How you lived confined inside the lies you heard from everyone Where were your heroes when you needed them to save your life Looking back regret takes over you should have picked the .45 Why can't I breathe again, why can't I breathe again? Just when I think I broke the chains something pulls me back Why can't I be the same, why can't I breathe again? Never thought the sound I'll hear the last is the blast of a gun Is this what you dreamed of? Cared for and believed for? Is this what you wanted? Pleading death for nothing Each breath is like an exercise in coping Trying to use words just to weaponize emotions Sick of making U-turns every time a road ends This lost soul seems to never find a motive Without a purpose I'm feeling like a clown in a circus Beginning to doubt the world with no clue about how it works And just moving around in circles Glued to the bound of hurtful illusions that hound insurgently I found it worthless to fight Even though I'm used to seeing both sides Hard to bring justice when evidence shows no crime I've given up and hence kept a low profile In the pursuit of always speaking up my soul has died There's never a point in engaging with a close mind And though in the past I've overcome it most times I feel a grip around my neck like a rope tied While I'm still staring at the barrel of this .45 Why can't I breathe again, why can't I breathe again? Just when I think I broke the chains something pulls me back Why can't I be the same, why can't I breathe again? Never thought the sound I'll hear the last is the blast of a gun Is this what you dreamed of? Cared for and believed for? Is this what you wanted? Pleading death for nothing Is this what you dreamed of? Cared for and believed for? Is this what you wanted? Pleading death for nothing