Dreams of my Downfall

Drifting through moments Then all of the sudden it hits me What if I stumble and all of my world starts to fall? The people I love lose respect Though they swore they're unwavering Everything crumbles as I'm just here losing it all Hearing these critics They're cheering and saying they hate me Taking my whole life of work and burn it to the ground Was trying to open my heart And they go and betray me Putting the knife in my back without making a sound I could be doing fine A perfеct life Everything is grеat 'Til you take my mind And hypnotize Show my world in flames Nowhere to hide from what's inside Can't run Can't get away Guess one more night Another fight It always stays the same Won't you let me go? I'm crumbling I'm crumbling Fantasizing 'bout the worst that could be I'm not ready Making decisions preserving what's not even real False prophecies keep on following Make me unsteady Just wanna be free of these trouble Please let me go I could be doing fine A perfect life Everything is great 'Til you take my mind Awaken all my memories My mistakes And you hang them high Won't let them die Control me with my shame Say, "Wait 'til they can see your darkest parts and run away" But you're never right You're always wrong Your promise never comes I'm still standing I'm still breathing Haven't died Not from your gun Haven't fallen in the slaughter Lost the people that I love You're a liar You're a thief And it's time I give you up Won't you let me go? I'm crumbling I'm crumbling Won't you let me go? I'm crumbling I'm crumbling Woah Just let me go My father Please take this thorn 'Cause I'm bleeding I'm tired and worn Please listen Don't you hear me cry? I'm weary I need your light