Empty my cup just to refill it
Never good at saying what I mean
Pour out the Kool-Aid, and I'll drink it
Can you feel it coursing through my veins?
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
Drawing a line straight through my thoughts
Pull out the knife and clean it off
Surrender to the fear that lives inside me
Stare into to the mirror and meet my shame
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
Just sometimes
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
It's not what I want
