If Only

If only you could read my mind If only you could see what happens inside 'Cause sometimes it's a terrible place I found out it's the only way If only you knew what I'm feeling 'Cause my mind plays tricks on me My mind is blown, one of its own The only thing keeps me here Are feelings that bind my soul Now why do I stay where I don't belong? Why do I stay where I don't belong? If only you could read the signs Then I wouldn't have to lie all of the time 'Cause my mind's like a loaded gun Breaking me even further down If only you knew what I'm feeling 'Cause my mind plays tricks on mе My mind is blown, one of its own The only thing keeps me hеre Are feelings that bind my soul Now why do I stay where I don't belong? Not that it makes a difference I don't care anymore Sometimes it's a terrible place And I see a demon with red eyes on his face Sometimes, oh, sometimes Sometimes it's a terrible place