Dear Autumn

Dear autumn, why I keep fallin'? My petals wilted, not blossomed The smoke fillin' up my lungs, got me coughin' While I sip concoctions, I get lost in Leaves are changin' colors, still solemn Turnin' and tossin', filterin' the water out the faucet If I see a move to make, uh, go and boss it Mind outrunnin' my body and my soul, I lost it These the consequences of my actions, what it costed Empty stomach, due to empty pockets Put my heart in a secure box and locked it Take the key with me to my coffin All this energy required, got me so exhausted I meet advice with snarky scoffin' I know the people with me at they wit's end I know they like it's all in his head All that alcohol that's in his system He gon' learn and see how this ends You can't do nothin' for somebody who won't take assistance I'll be the first to say I need some guidance A lost boy takin' on the pirates. Was antisocial before coronavirus Succumb to my desires My stomach grumbles as I get higher A starving artist passin' out flyers This city expired Animosity for gentrifiers Capitalism got me falsely wired Workin' smarter, never harder than what's required Cause if you get tired, then you might get fired Life's a bitch and then you die. That's why we get high Cause you never know when you're gonna go. I'd like to think it will be better days But till then I'ma keep on blowin' on this purple haze Lookin' at the cityscape Watchin' people simulate I'll self-medicate I can't keep focus when I meditate I'll try to levitate Keep your bad energy up off me I'm findin' comfort in the little things, like my morning cup of coffee I'm workin' for it, those better moments This like a book you won't be closin' I really truly feel as though I'm chosen They was sleepin', now they've awoken I'm never broken, with every single verse it's like the king has spoken Sincerely yours Yeah, that shit felt good. Let's just let the outro play real quick I wanna talk a little bit of shit on this. I'm feelin' good now, man We in this bitch deep as fuck all year, man All the homies, shout out the Have a Good Day Kids, man I love you, IlyJxsh Ijal, where you at? Eli really got JUiCE All the homies, man Letter of intent Yeah Yeah