If I Were a Rockstar

You used to say that I care too much Why is it so bad that I care? And even though you are long gone These thoughts still ensnare And even though I know you're wrong It still matters to me 'cause I wrote this song If I were a rockstar Things wouldn't bother me If I were a rockstar I'd have just the right amount of apathy If I could care less Just think how cool I'd be If I were a rockstar Maybe you'd still love me I always feel that I feel too much How can I cease to feel? I have this constant inner battle between Being cool and being real And even though I know it's wrong Cool still matters to me so I wrote this song If I were a rockstar Things wouldn't bother me If I were a rockstar I'd have just the right amount of apathy If I could care less Just think how cool I'd be If I were a rockstar Maybe you'd still love me But this song isn't about you, you see I'm projecting my feelings about me And when I think how much I feel, I wanna go crazy 'Cause no matter how hard I try, I'll never be carefree If I were a rockstar Things wouldn't bother me If I were a rockstar I'd have just the right amount of apathy If I could care less Just think how cool I'd be If I were a rockstar Maybe you'd still love me Maybe you'd still love me Maybe you'd still love me