R.O.O.T

I'm seeing things I only see in dreams I'm scared of death, I don't know what it means Ignored all the signs, I was stuck in my bed Just wishing I could let out, everything in my head My life was a waste, and I can't go back On everything I promised to the ones I love Told them, "I would make it", now I can't take it I could've done better But I'm running out of time Time, time I said I'm running out of time, and things to do Lost with the flowers, just waiting to bloom I don't know what's real, questioning my decisions (oh, whoa) Is all we do really worth nothing Wandering space, while I'm lost in my mind Why do I even try? Zero tears left to cry I'm sorry for every selfish thing I did I was the leech that was just neglected I'm just a fool tryna cross of my bucket-list Left in the dust, I don't know what this is What is this feeling, scared but I'ma do it right I'll be fucking damned if this is my final night I know, it gets hard out there Without anyones help I could've saved you, now I can't face myself Wishing I could go back, three years, you know that We were just kids, living life as it is Why didn't I just slow things down I could've done better But I'm running out of time Time, time I said I'm running out of time, and things to do Lost with the flowers, just waiting to bloom I don't know what's real, questioning my decisions (oh, whoa) Is all we do really worth nothing