Hold Me Like a Grudge

When you ask how I've been I know you mean well, I know you mean well Who am I dialing tonight? That's a bummer Thaw out my freezer, burn feelings for 20 summers I'm just a cherub riding comets through the night sky Screaming at the stars like night lights And I love my life, I love my life Running middle fingers through the red lights And I guess I'm getting older 'cause I'm less pissed When I can't get onto the guest list To the end of the world, the end of the world Fever-dream tangerine sweat When I get down, down Silent killers are these years coming like waves (You put the "fun" into dysfunction) Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah So hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge I guess somehow we made it back With a few dreams of ours still intact I am a diamond on the inside, just add the pressure Know it's inside me, but I got no map to my own treasure I'm just a cherub riding comets through the night sky Screaming at the stars like night lights And I love my life, I love my life Running middle fingers through the red lights And I guess I'm getting bolder 'cause I'm less pissed We didn't make it to your year-end best list Not the end of the world, the end of the world Fever-dream tangerine sweat When I get down, down Silent killers are these years coming like waves (You put the "fun" into dysfunction) Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah So hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge, yeah, yeah Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a grudge I thought I knew better, I thought it would get better I figured somehow by now, I would have got it together And if you put your, put your heart in it, heart in it Then we'll do more than just get by together, yeah Call you up and demand you have no fun without me I'm like a storm on the horizon, storm on the horizon (You put the "fun" into dysfunction) Hold me, hold me like a grudge The world is always spinning, and I can't keep up, whoa Faster and faster, can't do it on my own Part-time soulmate, full-time problem, yeah Hold me like a grudge (no, oh, no) Hold me like a grudge (hold me), yeah, yeah Hold me like a grudge, hold me Hold me like a grudge Hold me like a, hold me like a grudge