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Don't wanna have to write this down Don't wanna face my problems now Don't wanna admit it Don't wanna have to quit it Push it off just one more night Tomorrow morning I'll make it right Promises made in the mirror But the truth is clearer Nothing's ever enough I'll fill up my cup Once again, I'll ruin my lungs For the feeling I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find A life that isn't mine (Satisfied, satisfied, satisfied) And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line Where did I loose my mind? Now I can never be satisfied If I use it, then I abuse it Why can't I find balance to it? It's my guilty pleasure The poison drops that I measure I owe myself an apology I'm my own worst enemy It's engraved in my mind I'm always losing time This was supposed to be fun I think I went too far with it Now I want a buzz I can never get I'm so sick of chasing a high I'll never find A life that isn't mine (Satisfied, satisfied, satisfied) And I'm retracing the steps that brought me down this line Where did I loose my mind? Now I can never be satisfied Now I'm praying now to a God I don't believe in This will bring you to your knees and Make you question all your reasons I know this was never the life that I was dreaming I guess all my hope is leaving The high is just to damn appealing God I G-G-G-G-God I don't, G-G-God I don't believe in God I don't, G-G-God I don't believe in Nothing's ever enough (nothing's ever enough) I'll fill up my cup Once again, I'll ruin my lungs For the feeling I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm (satisfied, satisfied, satisfied) I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so Now I can never be satisfied If I use it, then I abuse it Why can't I find balance to it? Oh, it's my guilty pleasure The poison drops that I measure I owe myself an apology I'm my own worst enemy It's engraved in my mind I'm always losing time I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so (satisfied, satisfied, satisfied) I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so Now I can never be satisfied I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so (satisfied, satisfied, satisfied) I'm so sick of chasing a, I'm so (satisfied, satisfied, satisfied)