BEGGING

I shut my eyes like it turns you off I listen hard but it's not enough Shouting grates like chalk on wood My heart pulsing falling into drought Hope it goes when the caffeine wears out Please, can you go? 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging It's not hard to despise Coughing up black lungs and lies Wake me up when it's all done And pack the car and clear the shelves Applaud yourself and say farewell Leave me here with this shell So dust the chair and sit on down Wipe the sweat upon your brow Who's gonna make the coffee now? 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging 'Cause I'm begging