Demon in Disguise

Please don't blame me Please don't blame yourself for all the things we put each other through If it ain't obvious, baby, I'm still in love with you I was only fighting with myself 'cause I mistrusted you And no, that ain't your fault I just been down and used By people in my past who showed me nothing but abuse Abandonment and confusion I know that you been through it too But let's not do this, I couldn't leave you clueless To hurt you like you used to was not on my to-do list But, the truth is, I swear this ain't no bullshit I looked at you like 'who's this?' When we met on the two train You was more beautiful than I thought in person Like 'what you doing, baby, don't you got a boyfriend?' But when we first spoke it felt music And you had the nerve to text me, trying to seduce me Like I wasn't 'bout to beat it like my name is Bruce Lee I remember wanting to ask you 'What you doing though?' You know you way too good to be these fuck-niggas' booty-call But you a smut, so the joke's on me after all But I didn't want to disrespect you So Ima fuck you disrespectfully Oops, I mean respectfully From then on I knew you couldn't just be my sneaky telly freak I need you way more than right here And right next to me I should've just have set you free I couldn't help the feeling you'd been sent to me Sent to me to set me free Please don't blame me Please don't blame yourself for all the things we put each other through If it ain't obvious, baby, I'm still in love with you I was only fighting with myself 'cause I mistrusted you And no, that ain't your fault I just been down and used By people in my past who showed me nothing but abuse Abandonment and confusion I know that you been through it too But let's not do this, I couldn't leave you clueless To hurt you like you used to was not on my to-do list, no Look at me baby Won't you look at me and tell me that I'm fucking crazy? I thought you was my soulmate But I should've known you played me Yeah, you fucking played me I never asked to fucking save me Please don't blame me You better blame yourself I'm not your fucking baby You not my fucking baby, no no You not my fucking baby You better blame yourself