Waiting for the endless
Sometimes the scars are hard to erase
A wound on my soul, left opened to the irrational
My world will collapse
This is the only thing I see
My world will collapse
Could you save me if I'm not alive?
I doubt
I can't live with this half of me
Gone with some days of bliss
I bring it back with all of my grief
I climb into my darkest room
And let it fucking be
Gone with some days of bliss
I bring it back with all of my grief
I climb into my darkest room
To meet the thing
Stop chasing me
Security level alert
Composure falling in decay
I feel it moving inside, in my head, in my hands
I can almost see how fast it's going through my veins
A self killing machine, I fucking created myself
I can't control it
Free me from this hell, mental health
"You're not fucking human"
"I will erase these words of pain"
"Don't try to fight, you're mine"
Chaotic symbiosis
I'm livin' a chaotic symbiosis
I'm chaotic
