F.A.M.I.L.Y

So much pain Don't let me smoke, I want to feel (Don't let me smoke, don't let me smoke) Couple thousands in the pokies just to heal it Fa'amolemole my uso stay real close (Lord) The devil's in my mental lad I got nowhere go (way) RIP to Fale, RIP my uso Joe (RIP my uso) No need to tell my brothers that I got them 'cause they know (they know) The love I got you can't touch (nah nah) They took it all thats not much (nah nah) Come try again there's no luck, aye So much pain Now I smoke up everyday These pictures all in my head now Are only inside of my mind frame Dirty thoughts in my mind lad Can't clear it out it wont stop (won't stop, won't stop) Innocence in a clean mind just means your brains so washed So much mother fuckin' pain Fuck the weed where the lines at (where) I just want to get time back Move forward can't rewind that (nah) My biggest enemy is me (fuck ya) We go to war everyday (fuck you) The only time that I pray is when I'm alone and off my face (aye) So much pain Don't let me smoke I want to feel it (whoa) I fear myself but I conceal it With the man in the mirror I go to war (all day) Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye For all mine I'll lay yours, yeah For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh) (Come on) for all mine I'll lay T-tell me can you feel my pain (my pain, my pain) Forgive me Lord I'm a sinner But it's apart of the game (game) My patients slowly running thinner No longer apart of the gang To my brethren I'll never leave ya In the deep ends is where I'll meet ya I'll go all day with for my peeps brah My sisters and bruv All my day ones and my cuz My main ones are the same ones That'll aim up when I'm done W-w-word to my mum lived in sin Turned shit up when shit got pinched Ran in the game made a flip with a stick Ain't gonna stop 'till the paper legit ahh (LDP) Don't let me smoke I want to feel it I fear myself but I conceal it With the man in the mirror I go to war (all night) Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye For all mine I'll lay yours, yeah For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh) (Come on) for all mine I'll lay I remember those days Wasn't worried about what I've done (goddem) Now I'm worried about if I'm a good role model for my son This shits always up in my brain lad I don't see myself as the same lad (true) Grew up in this game lad They couldn't take the stress and the pain lad (no fuss) Since a young king they threw my name in the dirt A couple years been in the spotlight They don't tell you the shit that hurts Trust me brah I've had days where I'd rather be down in the earth (I swear) And trust me lad I've had some days I wanted to go Put my ops on a show My brother were different I don't give a fuck about beef no more I'm trying to make tracks consistent Steady tryna make a living for my son Stay out of the system (more life) Tell the youngins make note and listen (and listen) Listen go run that ball lil bro be brave Just know you're running it straight to your grave So much pain (brrrrrr) Don't let me smoke I want to feel it I fear myself but I conceal it (oh) With the man in the mirror I go to war (all night) Just know for all mine I'll lay yours, aye For all mine I'll lay yours, aye For all mine I'll lay yours, aye (oh-oh-oh) (Come on) for all mine I'll lay Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh Oh-oh-oh For all mine I'll lay