jealous of my friends

I gotta drive a nine-years old Where did my money go? Everyone else I know Has somethin' to fall back on And I'm watchin' all my friends doin' better than me They got better songs, they got bigger money I know it's kinda sad, but it's kinda funny Is it just me? I get jealous of my friends sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes I see the cars they get I still drive a piece of shit Where's my piece of happiness I peaked when I was six? And I want a perfect life, want a perfect party Why is my career like a fuckin' hobby? Tryin' to get by but it's never easy Is it just me? I get jealous of my friends sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes Oh, I should be happy I do be happy for you And I pay my respects, but I just can't afford to I get jealous of my friends sometimes And I'm sorry I pretend I'm fine I get jealous of my friends sometimes I fake a smile and pretend I'm fine I know you're not supposed to say it And honestly, I hate it But I get jealous of my friends sometimes, sometimes, sometimes