Credits
COMPOSITION & LYRICS
Cory Martin
Songwriter
Lyrics
These insecurities are powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
I wanna sleep but now my mind is full
I'll lay for hours here and think
When there's no light I always see
A me that I detest
Why does the darkness always bring
Feelings I suppressed
These insecurities are powerful, powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
Facts fall off
Glass walls up
Think I'm living in the present
Then the past calls up
Self attacks smother
Gotta grab another
Set of covers so I cannot feel my skin shudder
Feels like three hours
Check the clock
It says 10 minutes
I'm alone every night
So my thoughts pay a visit
I keep punching myself with these low-blows
I feel so alone so
I live in my own
Woe exhibit, ah
You're invincible
I can't beat my enemies
When one of them is me
Doesn't matter what I do your always cynical
Open up my eyes
But clarity is out of reach
These insecurities are powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
I wanna sleep but now my mind is full
I'll lay for hours here and think
When there's no light I always see
A me that I detest
Why does the darkness always bring
Feelings I suppressed
These insecurities are powerful, powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
My mind is always going
I'm having conversations
Reliving situations
All my decisions
Made incisions
Paper skin is breakin'
Failed obligations
Ruined expectations
Is this really who I am or my imagination
If my spirit is so broken
Why's it haunting me now
All my wounds have been reopened
And they're mocking me now
Dreams die, when I synthesize my own demise
There's no way to run from my own eyes
These insecurities are powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
I wanna sleep but now my mind is full
I'll lay for hours here and think
When there's no light I always see
A me that I detest
Why does the darkness always bring
Feelings I suppressed
These insecurities are powerful, powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
My mind is always going
When the sun is up
I think that I am free of it
Maybe this is the night
That I can sleep a bit
I'm exhausted and it's hard to be so secretive
But no one else should see the way I live
I put up a front
I'm so blessed
What should I be upset about
It's not like I hear
Every word
That comes out their mouths
I should be indebted to the heavens
That's their message
But there's always one thing
They keep forgetting
These insecurities are powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
I wanna sleep but now my mind is full
I'll lay for hours here and think
When there's no light I always see
A me that I detest
Why does the darkness always bring
Feelings I suppressed
These insecurities are powerful, powerful
They make me feel so obsolete
My mind is always going
Writer(s): Cory Martin
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