Don't take the blame
Cause either way
You'll change
As things change
You aren't the same
As yesterday
You're drained
He's unphased
And I'm
Losing my mind
Time and time again
Time and time again
Another shot tearing through my chest
Another month I'll spend just like the last
And I
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Am I losing my mind?
It keeps going this way
A pattern that I cannot break
I ask myself
"Where is my control?"
Take a step back and look what you've done
Your burnt skin and burnt bridges of
All the people you used to adore
And I'll go down with it
Rather than
Wait for the next
Shot to rip through my chest
And spend next year just like the last
So I'd
Gladly take this hit right here
