Deconstruction To Worship (Interlude)

In recent history The word "deconstruction" (Has) been thrown around a lot And I think within a lot of church spaces There has been like a fear attached to the word For a lot of people Largely young people When they say that they are deconstructing Often times that means that they are leaving the faith community That they're rejecting the love of God and walking away from it However that's not always the case I myself went through a deconstruction period What I discovered was that I actually made a god out of my own comfort And out of my own preferences For that reason I think Holy Spirit led me Through a deconstruction process It's part of the sanctification process in my mind The God I had built was not the god Who was Is And is to come And as I began to question you know Who is this god that I worship And who is the God that I read about in the Bible It didn't actually lead to a crumbling down of my faith but a rebuilding It actually lead to worship I really want to encourage people Don't be afraid to ask questions And don't be afraid to even enter into a "deconstruction" Perhaps God is allowing you to see That the God that you serve Is different than what you are comfortable with And He is much too beautiful to be monotonized into a way that comfortable for you But instead to embrace the beautiful complexity that is Him As manifested in people of various colors, cultures and creeds