Vicious Cycle

Trapped in a vicious cycle I can't go on pretending that I am fine I remember the times we had But I'm unable to see your face in daytime Trapped in a vicious cycle My memory remains incomplete Trapped in a vicious cycle Come alive when I go to sleep Why don't you give me a sign? I need a last one When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster Fire up my heart and let it burn Why don't you give me a sign? These dreams don't last, love I see your ghost, need to get to you faster And each night is a lesson I didn't learn A lesson I didn't learn I lost my purpose as you took it away I lost my purpose as you took it away Trapped in a vicious cycle My memory remains incomplete Trapped in a vicious cycle But come alive when I go to sleep Why don't you give me a sign? I need a last one When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster Fire up my heart and let it burn Why don't you give me a sign? These dreams don't last, love I see your ghost, need to get to you faster And each night is a lesson I didn't learn A lesson I didn't learn It feels like it was yesterday In truth, it has been years Disappeared, I lost my way I drowned in endless tears An endless sleep, infinite dreams But I what do I have then? I know I have to live and breathe To be with you again As I grab my gun And point it at my head I try to close my eyes and say goodbye Wishing I was dead But then my eyes won't close And I can't shoot my gun I suddenly wake up Blinded by the sun Your face is crystal clear It's like you are right here I hear your voice telling me, I should have no fear You insist that I don't do the same mistake That I'm loved in every move I make Why don't you give me a sign? I need a last one When I'm awake, I'm a walking disaster Fire up my heart and let it burn Why don't you give me a sign? These dreams don't last, love I see your ghost, need to get to you faster And each night is a lesson I didn't learn A lesson I didn't learn I didn't learn