Evergreen

Dada da dada dada Dada da dada dada Dear every inch up on my ceiling Nice to see you again We only talk when I got problems I'm a terrible friend And that's the thing I think that I'm about to do it again Yeah when I walk away from feelings That I need to defend But since I wouldn't wanna burden you I'll talk to the sky I hope my rambles travel to they destination tonight I overthink and I say things that I don't mean I'm not perfect And I got insecurities That only show to one person You see the worst and see the best in me The first of your kind You see the worst in me That's weird to me You see the worst in me But yeah that works for me In fact I think I need it the most I might be in over my head And I just thought you should know I hope you listening I don't know how the universe work But if I pop into your dreams tonight I know that it works I might go through the thick of it And yeah I know that shit hurts Despite what everybody telling me I know what it's worth Ahhh You see the worst in me, Oh Ahh, You see the worst in me Oh, You see the worst in me Ahh I can't imagine where I'd be Without that piece of insight And I've been working on myself I hope I'm doing this right I got anxiety I know it's bout to shoot through the roof I got your number But I think it's zero chance to get through I pick the phone up I take a breath and think about you And now my mind is like the sound inside my speaker like Ahh You see the worst in me, Oh Ahh, You see the worst in me Oh, You see the worst in me Ahh I don't wanna be seasons Wanna be ya reason I'm stuck in-between Tryna be your evergreen I met you back in December And now it's December I know this is different But I hope you remember