Mistakes

Tough luck, right out the gate No chance, no 'elp, nothing to relate to Take no chances and take no breaks It's mostly not a problem we face Invasive thoughts so hard to curb lately Lucky that we've got an escape Spend too much time in video games Instead of fixing things with you plainly Lost down a deep rabbit hole With no one there to throw you a rope And not one place to get a foothold It's way too easy giving up hope Feels just like walking on coals Like being thrust under out of control With no breaths breathed it's taking its toll I just need you to know Make no mistake I'm trying harder this time There's not a place in the world I'd rather be than here Mostly it's fine there's no lack of explanation Everything is in place but I just can't adhere Wake up, make time to relate Each mistake I've made the past day Bad luck on turning the page Still stuck in your gaze but no I can't say if I'd rather know what I don't 'Cause when you're not with me my mind bloats Thought when we spoke there was hope But you flashed before my eyes Left with a bang- I choked Nothing comes as a surprise- we said we won't But if I saw you now... I'd feel at home Don't call me or text me, you know I can't have no Reminders of getting into ones we once held close But I still do Wonder if you Hope the same thing As of lately I've been counting my mistakes, that's what pain brings Can we start where we left off, maybe? Make no mistake I'm kinda losing my mind No combination of words could paint a proper picture Mostly it's fine there's no lack of conversation We're both willing to talk it out whenever you're here "...And you have a burning goal like that And you work on it- day in and day out And you're putting in blood, sweat, and tears And you haven't reached it yet You are trying your best" Make no mistake- I left you out of my lines Now losing hold of this time We're making while we're both here Mostly it's fine but lately everything not Has lingered in my mind Spoke to me loud and clear So much at stake it's taking over my life If I could just make time that's way too overdue I'd be fine to take the next step forward For better or for worse Making more mistakes