Modern Love.

My life is on edge - no way around This modern love is pushing me down There are so many things I like to see I lost myself entirely There is always something I believe That I could do that I achieve When I just try as hard as I can do I don't want to follow any further I don't want to try that much again Why do I always tell myself it's better To bury the pain And to keep on going again She's been waiting for me like crazy But I am always wasting time And instead of being there for dinner I'm stuck in trying to become better And in the end there is nothing left at all I don't want to follow any further I don't want to try that much again Why do I always tell myself it's better To bury the pain And to keep on going again Where is the urge coming from? Why is it always pushing me? Is there a chance to escape from it all? Or is it something I'm supposed to be? I don't want to follow any further I don't want to try that much again Why do I always tell myself it's better To bury the pain And to keep on going again