Fall From Grace

Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild I'm barely alive Livin my life on that edge I might jump off that ledge The way I'm feelin The ceiling spinning World is turnin Body I'm yearnin I'm learnin I'm zonin This be my thoughts When I'm high in the mornin I'm losing time Caught up in the wrong grind Got me steady losin my mind Only thing certain Curtains Soul body and mind hurting I need therapy Air I breathe Dare I see Society as fly as me Sobriety Couldn't imagine Losin my passion Gift and a curse What got me feelin worse Put all my pain in the verse All that I got Takin my shot This my Hail Mary Very scary I fuck this up Then it's cemeteries Gettin buried Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild I fell down And felt like I was fuckin drowning So I drink and smoke Until my vision cloudy To numb the pain I put two freaks up in the Audi The only thing That calm me down is my accountant I count the fact I made it out my only blessing Not worth the lesson This life is just so depressing Now I be stressin Roll some weed it got me paranoid Gotta watch out For them snakes up in my territory And I know some growth is mandatory I be pushin down the pain Til I can't ignore it Pushin forward Cause my fam can't afford me to forfeit Feelin fortunate Burn it down Make me an arsonist Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild Fall from grace Whole different disgrace Run the race livin out in exile Found a home on my own island I might stay a while In the zone and now I'm spazzin Now I'm runnin wild Clipped my wings And now I'm fallin from grace I'm in a whole different space I'm rollin blunts Sippin with Lucifer Nothing I could do for her Walked away Bury me in shame But kept integrity Let it be Messy scene So disgusted Throwin up in public I'm feverish to the bone I'm high and stoned They throwin stones Under the throne Cant understand me Different language I'm suffocated under the surface I've lost my purpose