Help Me

Help me I don't deserve a thing I hate me I feel ashamed When you don't hurt me How could I give this all to someone else When I don't love myself Why you always waiting on me When I don't deserve it Why the fuck you waiting on me When I can't control it I don't think you understand it When I fall behind on my promises Why do you keep waiting for me If you're tired of this Twice the love In half the time Burns too fast and too bright And now we're trapped in this Tiny box That's even worse in my head Help me Hurt me I dont deserve a thing I- Hate me Hurt me Help me I dont deserve a thing I hate me I feel ashamed when you don't hurt me How could I give this all to someone else When I don't love myself So why the fuck you waiting on me When you should know better Why can't I just let go I need something to hold To choke the life out of To choke the life out of To choke the life out of To choke the life out of Twice the love In half the time Burns too fast and too bright And now we're trapped in this Tiny box That's even worse in my head Help me Hurt me Help me I dont deserve a thing I hate me I feel ashamed when you don't hurt me How could I give this all to someone else When I don't love myself What I leave you with Won't be enough At least I won't take it back And all the scars That I left on our hearts Will become meaningless