Arch Essence (feat. Spencer Sotelo)

Lost in the depths of my disguise, holding these secrets so close Toss and turn in this bed of lies, waiting for time to expose What will it take to make you a believer? How do I face myself through this eclipse? Casting my spells, I become your deceiver Wishing for death as the words leave my lips I'll hide away Faced with myself again What am I worth? Now wallow with me, let my failures seduce you And if I succeed, it's because I have fooled you A thousand roses cut by a single thorn My spirit broken, never to be reborn I'll hide away Faced with myself again What am I worth? Lies set ablaze Struggling to pretend What am I worth? What am I worth? Tell me why I'm not worthy Why I'm not meant to believe Never show any mercy Spare me from any reprieve Now I can see I'm falling away from my soul And all that's in me Put your best foot forward, no impression Writhing in sleep You're fucking your brain to a pulp, man All that's in me is all I can see anymore Lies bend, broken Stuck in a loop, running from truth, all of my confidence gone Living a ruse, I am accused, searching for where I belong Full of regret, dripping with sweat, singing my fraudulent songs Dead in the nest, cards to my chest, solemnly, I carry on I'll hideaway Faced with myself again What am I worth? Lies set ablaze Struggling to pretend What am I worth? What am I worth? What am I worth? What am I worth?