Imperfect (feat. Nickels!)

I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect Lately been ducking the verdicts Hiding behind these curtains I carry all of my burdens So I display different versions I had to take a step back Iniquities wish that I left that Still ride around in that jetpack I don't think I really kept track Stuck in the dark I regret regret regret All the love went straight to my head Thanking God we ain't ended up dead One look back and see why I'm upset 2020 Got me stuck in a trench I mourned over so many deaths okay Maybe I should just forget no way I'm gon' be doing my dance Thinking 'bout who I'm gon' be All these lies in my head I can't flee I ain't even gon' cap I get most of my joy when I'm steadily riding the beat I just carry on I'm picking up the pieces I ain't gotta give you no reason Now you know this is my season Now you know this is my season aye I ain't gotta give you no reason Lately I ain't been okay Feel like I messed up in too many ways Hopefully you can find patience in me I'm growing up in some way every day I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect Beaming wanna be valiant Radiant like it's Valorant I'm just tryna get to Heaven and Let my light blinding ain't no questioning I'm just tryna make my momma proud Never see my father looking down I'm just tryna make it So that other people feel like they could make a difference now I feel like I gotta act If I play defensive then I'll get attacked Thoughts in my head keep it packed Clown car with my demons in back, yeah Imperfect like on my sweater I'm just tryna give my family better Need the homies, I need birds of a feather I need someone I need someone How can I kid myself wanting a future if I cannot even make it through the day Scared that my parents are listening Scared that the girl that I like is a witness and "Oh he's a mess, don't want nothing to do with him" Trust me I feel the same way I feel like I am not worthy All of my blessings take from me Worship the one that's above me I cannot give in to hate, dang I cannot think straight I need to leave LA Hop in the spaceship I wanna run away Jonah tried to run away, yeah God tryna turn me around, yeah Forgive me my sin wash away, yeah Swimming I hope I don't drown I'm broken I lost it all I'm sorry But there's one thing on my mind Yeah I do this all the time I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect I feel like one of a kind The way I've been on my grind Ain't no way that I'm falling behind Even in my dark days imma shine Yeah I'm moving in silence I'm working By my dolo I've slowly been learning So I write down this pain and this hurting To explain to you how I'm imperfect